chaos.

almost forgot to say happy ‘arry pottah weekend. 

this article sums it all up for me.

harry & friends, thanks for giving me the longest, most consistent, adventurous and rewarding relationship ever. 

http://feministing.com/2011/07/14/accio-kleenex-in-which-prophecies-are-fulfilled-eras-end-and-all-the-nerds-lose-their-shit/

“One day at a time— this is enough. don’t look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone. and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present and make it so beautiful it will be worth remembering,”

— made me think of someone. i miss you kid. so much & it’s because of you that i will live each life to the fullest and have come to terms that everything happens for a reason. this life will be a beautiful one mainly ‘because i knew you, i have been changed for good.’

just went to change my tumblr picture

& the only thing it put in the box was from my neck down.

so it looked like i posted a picture of my tits as my default.

wtf tumblr. w. t. f.

drunk again!

legit night. yet i am posting on tumblr. weird.

all my closests came over from work & we made the best daquiris ever.

incase you are looking for good drinks. strawberry daq mix & pinnacle whipped. heaven.

i love seeing all of my friends happy.

whether it is drunk happy or happy because they are with someone new.

even though i’m not in the latter situation

i know it is all okay

and i get by with a little help from my friends <3

eat your heart out.

ew.

worst night ever at work.

1. its the 4th of july…dont people have bbqs to go to or something? not come to karaoke.

2. i dont understand how people can be so rude to someone who is doing them a service. may i remind you that i am in charge of something you will be consuming within the next few minutes? please do not be a cunt/douche bag.

3. i dont know what it is about people today, but my momma taught me to tip. and tip well. so maybe she should adopt the children of the world who don’t know how to do that. on second thought. not really in the mood to share my bedroom.

4. why are people such assholes? stop faking an “allergy attack” because i am not sure exactly what you could be allergic to. the table that just came into your section? because in that case i’m allergic to shitty tippers and can’t have them in my section or i will break out in hives.

5. “i cant stay late, i have to be up early.” - news flash lady. we all have to be up early. i have to be in at 9 answering phones and saving victims of domestic and sexual violence. what do you have to do? feed the kids some captn crunch and drop them off at camp? and seeing as you didn’t do any of your sidework and pretty much lied saying that i checked you, the least you can do is stick around. but. guess thats too much to ask for.

6. i really cant wait for karma to turn around and start helping me out. so if you’re reading this karma, please send some good vibes my way. its greatly appreciated.

7. jesus. im turning into those people i hate to follow on tumblr by ranting about the bullshit in my life. im sure im going to lose some followers after this, but believe me this is a muuuuch healthier alternative to the xananx i greatly needed earlier. instead i just rapped some nicki minaj to soothe my thoughts of cutting word rampage on my co-workers and customers.

8. now i just want to make it to ten.

9. its funny how someone can come into your life and make such an impact on you. seriously missing stevie and wish i could have talked to him one more time before all this shit happened. i miss that goofiness that he brought into a room that lightened an atmosphere. but most of all i miss his random texts asking me the funniest questions that could only come from someone in that coming of age time in their life. fucking sucks. i didnt think i would miss this kid that much.

10. im going to end this rant now. theres way more i could write, but again im becoming that annoying person who just types way too much and you stare at your dash going jesus this bitch has issues. nope. just totes missing my bestie who i would have sat in bed and told all this to lol. instead i called ryan when i was walking the dog so a) i didnt get murdered and b) someone would listen. cant wait to see how many followers i lose after this lol.

end rant.